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Oy, this sickness has been such a drain on everything. Have been loading up on vitamins, water, tea, orange juice, chicken soup. Ugh. I've also been watching LIFE, the Japanese drama. It was interesting until it was the same over and over and wasn't interesting. I hate the main antagonist. What a fucking cunt. Such a cunt. Ugh. Her character is so not realistic because no one would let that amount of behavior go on or at least, I wouldn't. I don't think I would at least. Bah.

I really despise characters like Manami. They are very transparent. Though they may have layers, all the layers are easily seen. Also real people wouldn't let a person like that get away with the stuff that Manami did to people. Bullies are interesting. They are people who seek attention, who need the validation that they are good, they do no wrong, they are interesting and not lacking what they know deep down they lack. I was bullied as a kid, tho it was thankfully what others would consider light. The bullying made me a mad mad mad person but after a while I just thought, "HS is over. Is my employer gonna care? No. Prob Not. Is my boss going to put me in with the cool employees? No. Prob not. Who cares?"

Ugh japanese dramas like this frustrate me beyond all words since it just makes me want to punch the antagonists cause thats what they need, a good PUNCH!

ugh whatever. Bullying is WRONG. WRONG NO MATTER WHAT!